hmmm.... slp @ ard 2+am yesterday... hehe... cant slp ma... hehe... dun ask mi y... cuz i also dunno y... lol... BUT... i wake up 7+am... den went back 2 slp again... wake up @ 8.3am... lol...

went back 2 sec sch... DAMN SIAN... e sch feel strange 2 mi... nth there catches my attention... DAMN BORED... e preformance... haha... nt nice @ all... summore... e sch seem to haf lesser n lesser ppl... maybe 2day sum of dem nv attent sch n many of e former students nv went back ba... lol...

suppose 2 meet e whole 5B class de... Wt... 40 of dem... only ard 15 of dem came... LAME... waste my time sia.... nth 2 tok 2 my ex classmate... maybe we nv meet 4 a long time le ba... dunno wat 2 tok abt... lol...

saw my fnn teacher... ANGRY... whenever i see her... it remind mi of sumting... haiz... long story arh... when i free den i will post e story of mine n her... lol... saw my form teacher too... she looks old le... too stress le ba... poor thingy... n e chinese teacher... haha... but nv tok 2 her... hehe...

aft tat... i too bored le... so went off... hehe... i went hm... feeling so hungry... but nth 2 eat... my mum eaten le... so... i cook noodles lor... haiz... poor mi... lol... den i online 4 awhile den i went back 2 my slp... lol... till 4pm den wake up.... hehe...

wake up nth do too... y i wake up leh... HEHE... feel hungry again... so find things eat again... hehe... FUNNY... really piggy sia... EAT N SLP N EAT... hee... buttis time ard... i cant find anything 4 mi 2 eat... den eat cookies lor... hee...

ard 6+pm... went to eat wit my family members... LAME... cuz sumting happen.... HEE... dun wan tell u all leh... BLEH...

at nite do wat leh.... see how lor... HEE... now is 8.15pm... feeling hungry again... lol... but nt intend 2 eat.... lol...

e chalet was so fun... haiz... I WAN GO AGAIN... its W25H de last chalet le ba... initially i feel lyk staying overnite yesterday... but i promise my mum 2 go home... she called mi almost every hr sia... lol... when i tell her im gtg 2 take my faci's car home... she doesnt believe it... lol... when faci's care reached my house there... my mum saw me... hehe... i nv lie de lor... i tell her i dun plan nt 2 go home de... den u now wat... she say i shld tell her earlier tat i dun wan tonning there ma... den she will nt worry abt me so much... lol...

met welmen 4pm @ pasir ris mrt... but i n ong2 were late... hehe... so sry... den meet chris, CL, ryan n sky @ downtown east de pool centre... lol... GUESS WAT... i, yong n welmen dun even haf a chance 2 play it.... nt even touch e Q lor... ALL BECUZ OF E PIGGY.... making decision 4 us... ask us go accompany ain... Wt... so unfair... STUPID PIGGY... I HATE U HOR...

den mi n yong accompany ain n her bf go loyang de sheng song buy things... lol... den aft tat we went 2 take e bbq pit thingy... den... go back 2 e chalet... when we were back... they still haven came back frm e pool centre... ANGRY...

nvm... nv tok 2 him @ all... dun intend to tok 2 him too... can u all believe ma... nt even 1 word sia... hehe... BUT i dun care.... @ least i gt a chance 2 suan him back... which im very happy of...

if tis month is nt "7th month" den i tink i can stay too... cuz my mum say she will nt allow me 2 sty overnite @ other places when it is "7th month"... becuz... she read frm e newspaper tat tis yr de "7th month" is bad for those hu born in e yr of snake... cuz e "thingy" will tend 2 follow dem @ nite...

i cant slp yesterday... lol... i wake my mum up @ ard 3+am 2 accompany mi 2 slp... lol... she nv say anything... but 2day... she nag @ mi... asking mi 2 blame myself 4 gtg home so late... till u cant slp la... lol... so lame... hee...

sian~~~ gtg 2 e class chalet tml... hee... onli go there play eryi la... nt intend 2 go initially... but suddenly feel lyk gtg... den go lor... ask yong n mich along... hee... yong ask welmen teach her ride bike... hehe... he say wanna meet @ 11am... lol... so early... hee...

but... ryan n chris gtg 4 CE talk @ sch... dey wil go there @ evening ba... sian diao.... randall gtg work... till 4pm... reach there ard evening too... Wt... den we 4 ppl... go play wat sia... lol...

suddenly feel lyk seeing "sum1"... but... when we meet le... wat thing we gtg 2 say... "hello" den "bye"... lol... cuz we gt nth 2 say le... SEE... nt i dun wan tok 2 him... even i tok 2 him... he wil nt reply mi lor... SO... dun say i nt generous hor... i put down everything... pretend nth happen... HU SEE MY EFFORT PUT IN...

till now... i still angry... i angry nt becuz of wat... i angry is becuz... y when u angry/feeling unhappy... always find mi n fa xie... fa xie finish le... den say SRY...

even though i sy nvm... but inside my heart... u already hurt mi alot... i kanna scold by u... listen 2 ur prob... den u will always say i mention her 1st de... HELLO... hu mention 1st... say mi... onli noe how 2 fa xie on mi... im so CHEAP enough juz 4 u 2 fa xie on mi huh... even ur sry is nt frm heart... u duno how it hurt others... u tink sry can cover everything ma... u r WRONG...

if sry can cover everything... i wil not remember ur words till now... passed 3 days le... i still remember ur words tight in my mind... i apologise 4 my fault made... but u seem nt accepting it... wat had i done wrong sia... apologize aso lyk tat... dun apologize also lyk tat... den wat 4 i waste my time on it... tinking of how shld i start so tat i can maintain tis frenship... BUT it seem wat i done had gone into e drain... u juz went into e toilet n flush e water down... tats all rite...

COOL DOWN MAN... tats wat every1 is telling mi... im already cool down... can u tell mi... DO U APPRECIATE WAT I DONE MA??? DO WE ALWAYS BE BEST BEST FREN??? DO WE STILL CAN LYK BE4??? PLAYING N MAKING FUN WIT EACH OTHER???

dun say i agitate u... hu had now metally agitating mi.... im gtg 2 burst.... haiz... 4get it... ITS NT WORTH IT... every1 is telling mi tis... yup... i do think its nt worth it too... angry myself up lyk an mad.... wat 4 sia...

SO... 不想再为了你伤心... tats wat i promise my frens too... WAITING 4 E PAST 33 TO COME BACK... A GAL HU ALWAYS SMILE N JOKE ARD... NT A GAL HU PULL A LONG FACE N SEEM TROUBLED....

I WIL TRY 2 BRING HER BACK DE... DUN WORRY... SHE WILL BE BACK ONE DAY... BUT PLS GIVE HER TIME... HEE....

actually gtg out yesterday de... BUT all of dem cant make it in last min... lol...
SO... i slack @ hm... onlining... den my lappy gt virus... sobsob... cannt go msn n blogger e website... lol... i virus scan e whole day... lol... finally deleted e virus... lol...

Ard 3pm... i bathe 4 zaizai.... lol... den finish everything ard 4+pm... aft tat... i quickly go bathe den went 2 AMK MRT 2 meet randall ard 4.30pm... lol... y he come find mi leh??? cuz he work @ Novena frm 12 to 4 den 6 to closing... lol... he came during break time... hehe... den we went AMK hub walk walk... he went into "fitness first", asking dem how much is required 2 be a member... lol... i tink its ard $133 to be an member... per month wor... lol... EX EX EX... HEE... he wanna train ma... lol... Ard 5.30+, he went back to work... lol... we gt nth 2 do too... lol...

i went hm... den i eat... den i slp... HEE... bo liao ma... nth do... den i watch tv when i wake up... den help mi mum on e lappy n let her play her fav game... lol... tat time is ard 10+... den she play till 12+ sia... den i say later i play late u gtg scold mi le... den she say u r nt suppose 2 slp late... go slp early... sobsob... she onli allow mi play till 1am... lol...

im so bored... gtg out later... HEE... gtg AMK play pool n walk walk... lol... hu is gtg leh.... mich, ryan, sky, CL, n chris ba.... dunno la... chris wanna go make his passport... summore nv reply others sent him de msg... lol.... he gtg oversea??? i tink so ba... GOGOGO... far away better... hee... JKJK

haiz... couldnt slp.... tired... yesterday ard 1+m still cant slp.... den i go disturb my mum n dad... HEE... den my mum say "sian zhabo, everyday so late slp... play computer till u addicted le la..."
HEE... maybe ba... HEE...

一下下
最后一班悬浮火车
满载悬在空气中的不舍
我们却像陌路旅客
在月台分开站着毫无牵扯

现在的我能说甚么
徘徊你们之间的流浪者
说决定心是给你的
却要你给我留下来的许可
我只想再哭一下下
把记忆彻底地分化
等哭完我就会回家
眼泪我会替自己擦
我只想再哭(默哀)一下下
假如你不反对的话
以后我不会再牵挂
可知我有多努力啊
只有这办法
才不再想他

希望你是谅解我的
感动过的痕迹很难割舍
一颗心就要爱你了
暂停一下并不算出尔反尔
我只想再哭一下下
把记忆彻底地分化
等哭完我就会回家
眼泪我会替自己擦
我只想再哭(默哀)一下下
假如你不反对的话
以后我不会再牵挂
可知我有多努力啊
我只想再哭一下下
把记忆彻底地分化
等哭完我就会回家
眼泪我会替自己擦
我只想再哭(默哀)一下下
假如你不反对的话
以后我不会再牵挂
可知我有多努力啊
只有这办法
才不再想他

haiz... sadded... ITS HURT... my heart started bleeding le... talk 2 "him" till 3+am... he was totally pissed off by his gf matter over e pass few weeks... sayin mi too keep agitate him usin those things tat he dun even understand... he say he nv go out wit us tat day is dun 2 relationship prob... wit his ex... den i say he had lie 2 mi... den he say y i tell u e truth but u dun believe mi le... nowadays u dun believe wat i said le... making him very sadded... den he started asking mi y i care alot of wat he say, wat he does... he wan mi tell him clearly... he wan 2 state in clearly... i dun wan tell him initailly... n i tell him tat if i tell... it will affect our friendship de... so i rather keep 2 myself... but he promise it will nt affect our friendship... den i asked him 2 recalled e incident in e pool center of wat a "gal" asked him... he recalled... but he tok tat e matter was 4 e "gal" eryi... DEN HE FINALLY NOE WAT HAPPEN...

den he say he wanna state it clear... sad 2 say... he wan me be his BEST BEST FRIEND... its ok for mi de... BUT i was too rushed... i tok him tat... I DUN WAN 2 SEE U... PLS GET OUT OF MY SIGHT... den he pleased... askin mi nt 2 lyk tat... den finally... he say since u U DUN APPRECIATE DEN I GT NTH 2 SAY LE... den i tell him... I NV SAY I DUN WAN BE UR FREN... den he say he dun wan quarrel wit mi...

he say he regret... regret dunno wat la... i think is abt his GF de... den i say i regret too... regret 4 lyking u, hu make mi cry a few nights.... den he say " IS U NV SAY CLEARLY LOR... I DUN EVEN NOE U *** MI....

den duno wat situation... i say I NOE TIS WILL HAPPEN... I NOE WAT U R THINKING... den he scolded mi " UR EMOTIONAL HAD COVER UR MIND OF THINKING", U NOE MI 4 SUCH A SMALL PERIOD OF TIME ONLY... DEN U MADE CONCLUSION 4 MI N U MADE DECISION 4 MI... I HATE IT...

BUT im i wrong ma... wat will be happening had all occured le... i nv conclude 4 him... i nv make decision 4 mi... im juz stating e facts... he asked mi 2 think back of wat he say... so tat i wil understand him... BUT I TELL HIMI DUN UNDERSTAND WAT HE SAID... den i offline le...

den i msg him... telling him tat i noe tis day will happen... i asked him 2 give mi time ba...~~~~ I 4GET WAT I SAY LE.... HEE... den he reply... I NOT PURPOSELY WANNA HURT U... BUT JUST HOPE U DUN WASTE TIME ON MI TIS USELESS GUY. BUT I WILL ALWAYS BE UR FRIEND, IF U ARE WILLING TO...
den i cant fall asleep... i was turning ard in my bed... till ard 6+ den i fall asleep.. wake up @ 7+... den call yong... cuz she ask mi 2 give her morning call... den nv sleep till now... haiz...

SO BORED SIA... nth do @ home... SIAN... my frenz all so busy.... yong2 n randall gt work... mich go out wit her boyy... CL maybe still having camp... chris is always busy... ALL LEFT ME ALONE... SOB>>>SOB>>>

HELP... HELP.... if nt i wil die of bored sia... HEE... so bo liao.... IF ANYONE FREE REMEMBER 2 FIND ME GO OUT WOR.... I ALWAYS BE FREE.... hee...

started 2 miss W25H... in tis class... even though is only 4 months... but i nv had tis much of fun in my life be4... THANKS GOD 4GIVING MI TIS CHANCE TO NOE THEM... BUT... CAN I REQUEST 4 MORE TIME... I NT GREEDY LA... JUZ 1 MORE SEMESTER CAN LE... :)

on e last day of sch, i went home @ ard 7+pm... so sian... sitting in class waiting 4 yong2 to finish her dance... seeing e grp of guys playing CS... i look bored there... n sad too... chris asked mi y... i nv ans him... den he juz sit there 4 a few seconds looking @mi... randall saw mi crying there... he touch my head n sayang mi... asking mi nt 2 cry... on e way home, taking e train... i msg sum1... i tell him wat i wan 2 say... but i nv get a reply... till 12+pm, den he reply... but nt e ans tat i wan... he juz ask wat time we gtg out tml.... he say he nv saw e msg till tat time... i was lyk... "WT" hu wil believe u leh... but i nv tell him la... he say he suppose can go out wit us de... e next day... when i ask him... GUESS WAT... he say he nt free... DAMN IT... i knew it... but he say gt sum reason de... when he free @ night den tell mi... is nt he purposely dun wan go...

i went out wit yong2 @ e novena de pasta mania to find randall... randall sk us wait 4 him... which is ard 11+pm... lol... den we wait... reached hm ard 11++pm... quickly online... bt he is nt online... nt intend 2 tell mi ba... sum1 ask mi 2 give him time... BUT.... wat time u wan mi 2 give him... ask mi wait ma???

ohya... on my way hm ard AMK hub... i saw 1 bird flying so low sia.... fly pass mi... den i heard a loud "boom" sound... imagine how pain it is... when i turn back... the bird is lyk stick @ e window n slowly drop down... lol...

here comes some words 4 my best fren ard mi.... mostly frm W25H... except 1... which is my son... HEE.. a total of 5 of dem... HEE



Yong2:

i appreciate ur care n concern... noe u longer... u r so innocent sia... but do be careful of wat u say wor... n dun play ard le wor.... look so childish... haha...



Mich:

dun tink so much le la... u always look so troubled... cheer up man... enjoy coming 2 sch together wit u... hope it wil continue... tHanks 4 ur present... i lyk it very much...

Randall:

Thanks 4 being by my side when im sad... n also entertaining mi... i noe i always make u angry but aft a while u wil be fine again... u r really a gd person...

CL:

I share everything wit u... instead of annoying mi, u give mi feedback... Thanks... dun drink too much wor... bad 4 health... make ur decision properly wor...

Chris:

tis person i used to play wit him alot... but sumting happen... all my fault.... SORRY... i noe u wil nt 4give mi de... u very du lan rite... dun wan tink abt it rite... nvm... i dun care... anyway... thanks 4 entertaining mi 4 in e past... which make mi so happy...

Thanks e 5 of u 4 being by my side when i nid u all.... i had alot of memory... playing pool... gtg out n tonning wit all of you... FORGET MI NOT... we can call each other out 4 lunch or watever... STILL HAPPY ALWAYS WOR...

FRENZ FOREVER.... LOVE YA...

haiz... class end le... no more W25H le... even still is... but... e people studying inside wil change le... i really enjoy myself wit e class... i lyk tis class so much... thanks all for being wit mi, sharing my joy n happiness...

W25H
Michelle
Yong yong
Ain
Hamilah
Salina
Renee
Shilesse
Angeline
Wang jing
Jeannie
Nisa
San san

Christopher
Randall
Ryan
Welmen
Gary
Vinod
Shankar
Cody
Zin
Syam
Sam
Afiq
Wee loong

frenz 4ever wor... hope u all enjoy ur holiday... see u all in next semester... keep in touch wor.... love ya... take care...

i damn angry sia... WTH... i duno if she do it on propose de or wat... mich noe abt it... she still ask mi... WTF... angry sia.... i dun care le... since it last day le... 3 weeks holiday 2 4get... haha... but pls lor... dun play infront of us... nt onli i find it irritating... others too lor... WTH... CHILDISH... grow up la pls.... angry... i dun care la...

feel so relieve now... dun nid see him le... hehe... tats wat my mind tell mi la... but my heart diff ma... hehe.... crying again... sian.... hehe... shld be happy ma...

22 Aug

is e last 2 days of sch... n it is also last 2 day tat e class get together... i very sad... cannt bear to part wit dem... especially... YONG2, MICH, RANDALL, CHRIS & CL...

yesterday they took quite a lot of photo... lol... but i nv... i hate taking photo... played UNO wit yong, CL, mich n randall...

didnt tok 2 him much... HEE... nvm la... e frenship between us will nv end... tats wat he say be4... actually is hind be4... he hind mi early le... but my mind dun wan get it in eryi... haha... but aft some tinking... im accepting e fact le... HEE...

go out wit yong n randall too... we went to novena... i saw sumting tat i lyk it so much sia... a box... wit a belt, a keychain n wallet.... it cost abt $60.... HEE... ex sia... but i wan...

den we go AMK... yong2 bought sushi n we eat kfc too... HEE... we take-away n take it to e void-deck near my blk... lol... talk alot of things... lol...

haiz... counting down.... 2 more days left eryi.... hehe.... wat can i say leh... very sadded...



i can bear to separate with YONG2, MICH, RANDALL, CL & CHRIS... hehe... they had been wit mi 4 e past 4 months... i really appreciate dem for their concern n care.... especially randall... lol... y leh... cuz he always say he entertain mi n make me happy whan im sad n he always conplain i nv appreciate it... so now... wm gtg 2 appreciate it... hope nt too late sia...

yesterday when 2 funland e pool wit mich 2 find chris n CL... 2 of CL frenz will there too... lol... 1 of dem call "sky" de... wow... pro sia... lyk his skill so much... if i had half of his skill, i will be also be pro de... enough myself much there... gt some improvement in "sumting".... hehe.... cuz leh... mich n CL will noe.... hehe...

grading 4 DEVIL: CL n chris is in e top lvl... which is lvl 1....
mich is lvl 2....
sky will be lvl 3....
i leh.... even basic also cannot reach... haiz... tats wat they said...

too some pic 2day... is in my hp... still haven transfer yet... lol... sum1 dun wan take... nvm... dun force tat sum1... i dun even care... haiz... upload it when i free ba... HEE...

一切都结束了。。。 我的头脑是空白的。。。 但我的心痛的。。。 好难过喔。。。 但我回一直跟自己说：“是我得的，迟早是我的。但是，不是我的，我在强求也不会是我的。”

可能这就是上天给我的考验吧。。。 我接受了这个考验。。。 后果我也承受了。。。 可能这个考验是我的成长的路程吧。。。

我们还是朋友吗？？？ 不要问我。。。 因为我也不知道答案。。。 可能还是。。。 也有可能不是了。。。 这个谈不是我一个人选的。。。 如果你我都选择逃避的话， 答案已经很明显了。。。

你可以避开我。。。
你可以装作一切都没有发生。。。
你可以像以前一样，挑逗/ 作弄我。。。
你可以伤害我这颗脆弱的心。。。
让我一个人躲在一个角落哭泣。。。
但是，在你心里，
你知道你不可否认我喜欢你的事实。。。

哈哈。。。 算了吧。。。 就这样忘了吧。。。 全新的开始，才可以让我发现全新的你，也可以发现全新的自己。。。

On 14 August

it is yong2 birthday.... Happy Birthday!!! but it also a sadded day for mi & her.... for her, she was worry abt her bro problem.... for mi, i sadded becuz i finally get my ans.... i noe he is a very smart person.... i noe he noe wats gtg on.... but he keep pretending... haiz....

IM GIVING UP LE.... I DUN WAN WASTE TIME ON IT LE....

i tink i wil be avoiding him.... some of my fren ask mi nt 2 avoid, juz treat him as usual can le.... but... i really cant.... its e only way i prevent myself frm falling deeper... SORRY.... so.... u dun nid ask others y i am unhappy of.... y always so fierce 2 u.... kkk....

e whole grp of us went 2 AMK.... initially, we want gtg there play bball.... but... in e end.... we ended up @ funland... playing pool... lol.... but.... i nv get 2 enjoy myself there.... becuz i dun haf e mood 2 entertain dem.... hai.... sorry 4 tat....

aft tat... they went home.... left mi, yong n randall.... sitting @ e void-deck near my house.... conselling session started @ e moment we sat down.... im e first hu get conselling.... lol... den follow by yong2.... lol...

i heard yong2 so sad... im sad too.... she cry.... i cry too.... haiz.... but aft yesterday.... i think we ok le....

i had already made my decision le.... everthough its hurt.... but im happy too.... cuz i dun nid wait le.... HEHE....

sian diao.... dun feel lyk studying le... i hate study.... i hate sch.... can i quit sch ma??? sobss.... i hate studying.... cuz my memory nt gd.... whenever there is any test.... i will die de lor.... lol....sadded.... i dunno wat is wrong wit mi tis few days.... i always get D for mi UT.... WTH.... study n nv study is still de same.... wat for i stress myself up because of tis....

can u pls dun keep turning ard mi.... i very fan le... can let mi rest ma.... i wan siao le....

Yongyong
Mich
Randall
CL Chris

Individual pic of all them @ chinatown Mrt station....

THIS ARE ALL THE PICTURES THAT WE TAKE DURING NATIONAL DAY @ CHINATOWN MRT
MICH, YONG2, MI, CL, CHRIS N RANDALL
OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL NEVER ENDS I LOVE THIS PIC.
E 3 GUYS IS ACTING COOL...
CHRIS, MICH N CL, STICKED ONTO E WALL... HEHE...

我爱的人
我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

烦了我那么久的问题。。。 我终于有了答案了。。。我很开心。。。但心也跟着碎了。。。 好痛，好痛。。。 友情跟爱情。。。 始终还是选择了友情。。。 因为在他的答案里， 也帮了我知道了我的答案。。。“我想我比较喜欢一个人生活”， 这就是他的答案了。。。 所以，友情是我唯一的选择。。。 我很不舍得。。。 但我毫无选择。。。

算了吧。。。 可能这才是最好的选择了。。。 “朋友是一辈子的，情人是短斩的。” 所以，我们可以当一辈子的好朋友。

我不是你的玩偶。。。 我不用你来帮我推销。。。 就算我没人要也不会叫你要我的。。。 你放心吧。。。 我讨厌你跟我说“你要穿什么衣服在好看。。。 你要学会化妆。。。 你叫我下个学期幻般的时候可以去找一个男朋友，因为我们班没有一个好的。。。”



我不知道你到地要的是什么？？？ 为什么你跟我说这些东西。。。 莫名其妙。。。 如果是朋友的话，你就不好说这些话了。。。 我不要听。。。

9 August



yeahhh... i finially saw the firework... hehe...

i suppose 2 meet mich, her bf, chris, CL, ryan and randall @ 2pm @ DG mrt.... butttt.... only mich n her bf reached on time... as usual.... the rest were late.... sian.... all becuz of chris.... sian... they reached @ ard 3.30pm.... Wt... we waited so long sia....



den we walked 2 esplanade frm DG... e weather was so hot yet we walked there ... y ne??? we also dunno....lol.... reached esplanade there.... so crowded sia..... sian diao....somemore, i nv bring hp.... lol...



meet randall there... den we settle down on 1 place.... waiting 4 e door 2 open so tat we can go inside in near e river there.... hehe... i duno how 2 explain....



e whole time there... i keep holding randall.... cuz i scare later i get lost.... hehe... sadded... den e ppl there.... hmm... lyk 2 squeeze us... sian diao.... we actually cant see anything @ all... lol... waited 4 a long time till ard 8 to 9pm... we finally see e firework.... really nice sia e firework.... i wan go again.... next year.... hehe.... i tink no1 will go there le ba...



when we go home... e exit 2 e city hall mrt is so crowded... keep holding randall.... hehe.... but still kanna push us apart.... hehe... lucky... we manage 2 get out of e esplanade... hehe... den meet yong2 @ city-link de HMV... haha...



den we went chinatown 2 eat.... we took some pic @ chinatown mrt station too... hehe... chris, CL n ryan drink tiger beer there.... we very guai so we nv drink.... hehe....

randall sent mi 2 ank mrt station.... haha... den he go home aft tat.... haha... he live quite far.... @ boon lay sia... hehe.... reached home ard 11.45pm... juz nice enough.... hehe.... cuz my mum called home asking my bro if im home already... lol....

really had a great fun... hehe.... but... only 14 days left.... we gtg 2 had our holiday den changing class.... haiz...

sian.... today gt ut.... wake up early in e morning.... sian.... reach woodland mrt @ 8.05am... suppose 2 meet mich, CL and chris de.... in e end... only get 2 meet mich.... lol... y leh.... becuz gt someone dun wan wait 4 us lor.... lol.... sian diao.... dun wan meet wat 4 bother 2 promise us.... bleh.... angry....

now having communication class... gtg 2 do debate later.... sian diao.... CL, chris n maybe welmen will be leaving soon... lol.... i also wanna leave.... but i cant.... sian.... cuz i go home also nth do.... they leave den i also sian diao.... cuz no1 entertaining mi liao....

yesterday, edit chris e pic... i ask mich 2 help mi.... lol.... i tink is nice.... but i will post up.... cuz its his privacy... hehe...

playing bball tml.... YEAH.... long time nv play liao....

重色轻友



你们好咯。。。go play bball nv ask mi.... sian diao.... gd lo.... go wit chio nu can la.... wah lao.... angry sia.... i wan play u all dun wan let mi go.... wat a gd fren u r.... wat a valid reason u all give mi sia.... sadded.... both also gt excueses.... as well dun give.... angry.... angry.... angry.... selfish..... arhhh.... gtg mad le.... sian diao.....

19 days left

left wit 19 days le.... sian.... so fast sia.... we juz build our friendship eryi.... so fast wanna holiday.... den change class liao.... sobs.... really cant bare sia.... sadded.... i dun wan change class.... i wan to be e same class wit dem.... i noe is impossible cuz we are of diff sch n course... next year, it is also a muz we r changing our class.... but cant we be together till next year ma... sadded....

时间过得很快，我们一般朋友已经在一起有四个月了。。。 再过19天我们就要分开了。。。19 天说长不长， 说短不短。。。一转眼，19天很快就会过去的。。。嘿。。。 算了吧。。。可能这是来考我们之间的友情。。。 我们就接受这个考验吧。。。 我相信我们可以通过这个考验的。。。呵呵。。。

Waiting For You

金色的舞鞋 伴着音乐 Baby 你的眼睛是一弯深遂的湖水忽明忽灰掩藏不可思议的美让我晕眩像在悬崖边 谁知一睁眼就不见waiting for you I'm waiting for you waiting for you kiss me at the night为何你Cinderella 留给我一望无际的思念waiting for you I'm waiting for you waiting for you come here to my dream牵着你 不断旋转 一直到黑发成了银线waiting for you waiting for you直到永远

someone ask mi blog on how we get to know each other.... hehe...

for yong2, i noe her since the first day in RP. she is juz sitting beside mi sia... im first impression 4 her is that she seem to be a foreign... hehe... she is too innocent liao la... hehe... den we chat chit wit each other... from tat day onwards, we eat together every break... lol....

for mich, there is once that i n her happened to be in a same grp... den we tok to each other,chit chat wit each other, den chat in msn... den we meet up in e morning everyday 2 go to sch together... lol...

for chris, i also duno since when we become fren.... initiallly, i dun really lyk tis person... cuz he always suan ppl and seem 2 be very unfriendly... hehe... but den, aft i get to kinow him better, he is not e type of ppl la...

for CL, ermm... actually is chris fren la.... lol... nt noe him well.... hehe.... we get to noe recently... den he call mi "mama".... lol... i also dunno y la... he is older than mi yet he call mi "mama".... he is very trustworthy n friendly person.... hehe...

for randall, noe him thr yong2 de la.... duno y they so good fren la.... hehe... but aft i noe him... my ear always be hurt de... cuz he always sing e same song again n again 2 mi.... i sian liao.... hehe... change song la.... pls.... hehe...

as for the rest of them... so sry sia... 4get liao... u all shld noe de la.... i short term memory de... lol... when i remember than i write ba... hehe...

recently quarrel wit sum1... sian diao... it is my fault anywhere... cuz i 无理取闹.... hehe... but my fren 4give mi de.... however, i find something weird leh... my fren seems to avoiding something... it seems tat we had become far far apart.... i dunno y.... we seldom tok already.... no even a single words today.... lol.... something muz be wrong in somewhere.... did i do anything wrong ma? i doubt i nv ba.... if gt, can anyone tell mi ma... cuz i really dun wan 2 lose this friendship sia.... it a very sad thing...

对不起。。。 如果我有做了什么事情的惹到你不开心的话，请你原谅我吧。我真的不想失去一个朋友。 我更不想多一个敌人。我总是觉得你好像在避开我。 不知道这是我多想了吗？希望如此吧。如果你是真的在避开我的话，我好像知道原因啊！！！ 我们还可以像以前一样吗？开开心心的。 你逗我开心，我逗你开心的。一起玩，一起分享彼此的心事马吗？有这个可能吗？有谁可以告诉我呢？

left ard 2 more weeks to holiday, and its means we are changing class le... sadded... i wonder, how long will our friendship last wit yong2, mich, randall, Cl, chris, ryan and welmen... lol... will it last for only 2days??? 2months???2years??? OR 20 years???? can sum1 tell mi....

i really hope that our friendship will last 4ever.... so that we can play pool, and ton together... i really lyk e whole grp of u all alot.... i enjoy being with u all... but 天下无不散的宴席，one day, all of us will separate de.... i really hope that the day will nv come... so that i can stay with u all everyday....

finially feel relief le.... CL shld noe wat is it about... but i noe he wont tell others de... hehe.... cuz he is my son ma... hehe... the grp of us is facing alot of personal prob.... all of the diff situation... most of dem tok mi abt it... so... i had so many secret with mi.... i dont know y all of them trust mi so much... wont they afraid i will reveal it out??? haha...

i had also made my decision le... sobs... somemore get so bad 4 ut sia.... sian.... sobs... lucky they only get 3 out of 4 ut... if nt i think i nid 2 retake lor...

went out wit mich, randall, ryan, welman, yongyong, CL and chris to celebrate mich's birthday @ marina bay eating steamboat... den, we go to e nearby pool to play... half way thr, i n chris sent yong2 down to the bus stop... she is gtg 2 rush 4 e last train... aft tat, we went up to continue our pooling... den we change our location to cine.... the whole day pooling and eating....

ard 5.45am, went back 2 amk frm there... chris came together wit mi as he wanted to find his fren here, whom live near mi... along the journey, we chat alot of things but i nv really ans to wat he asking me... hehe... tinking of sumting and nt really want to listen 2 wat he saying...

i really had lot of fun with all this grp of frenz... 23 more days to changing class...