sitting on swing few days ago, wit my fren... SWING AHH SWING... sumting suddenly float in my mind... haiz... feeling so sian... so sad... so emo... den dunno y i feel lik writing sum1 name on e sand...

when i wrote e 1st letter... i stopped there & start starring on it... my fren saw it... asking mi y i dun continue 2 write... when i hear his voice... i stopped all my EMO-ING... erasing e letter tt i wrote... feeling lik.... .....

Aft ytd… I get 2 noe a lot of things… THX 2 ZaiYong & Jer… haha… we haf our dinner @ AMK… den we go play pool… den we go zone-x… den chat @ e playground tt we normally go… haha… long time nv meet ZaiYong le… haha… he seems 2 turn into a different person… in e appearance… haha… maybe is becuz of e braces… haha… haf a lot of fun… a lot of laughter… haha…

P.S : 你的游戏我玩不起。。。 我只能跟你说对不起。。。不是我不知道。。。 是我不想知道。。。我只知道，我管怎样，到头来，受到伤害的人只会是我。。。

HEE... juz now my mum say she maybe will genting... haha... i say i wanna go... hehe... BUT... she dun allow... she say "u go wit ur fren la... dun always go wit e aunties... aunties wont play wit u de... u go wit ur fren so tt can haf more fun..."

haha... so gd seh... I WANNA GO... lol... c how ba... haha...

sadded...wanna go watch chingay de... but no1 acc mi go... HAIZZZ....those i wanna dem acc mi go de all nt free... so went out wit m cousin.... she treat mi eat sakae sushi... HEE... went out @ 2pm... came home @ 5.30pm.... wootx... so early... lol... den stay @ home... tv gt gt live boardcast of e chingay... but nt interested le... cuz dun lik watch tv... cum... i juz wanna go there experience tt event... wat 4 stay @ home watch frm e tv...



haiz... i wan go GENTING... haha... suddenly feel lik gg... cuz... i wan go there play... haha... cum can relax... haha... i tell my mama abt it... haha... mama say "go wit ur fren lor..." lol... my cousin ask mi go wit my fren too... so tt can haf more funn... BUT... e prob is.... HU WILL GO WIT MI... LOL...

haha... my valentine's day???? hmmm...
my fren say wanna come find mi @ my place here... but nv... cuz leh... he wake up late... den ask mi go his place there... it is more convinence for him la... cuz he nid go work aft tt ma... lol... sadded... e bus journey is damn long... den... im late... lol... but he later den mi... :(
den we go eat lor... den walk ard... chat chat... den i go home... he go work... haha...
so funny... nt intend 2 go initially... but... my mum ask mi go... cuz... she nid 2 prepare 4 paipai de things tt day... ask mi nt 2 disturb dem... :(

so boring cum emo gg out during valentine's day... cuz nt fun de... wat 4 go out c all those couples... lol... summore no laughter... cuz onli we 2 go... go romantic meh... lol... so boring... i lik whole grp of ppl go... haha... more fun... more ppl entertain mi... haha... gdgd...

IF U SEE MY BLOG... & U FEEL UNHAPPY OR WATEVER SHIT... PLS LOR... I DUN NEED UR COMMENT... KIP ALL THOSE COMMENT 2 URSELF HOR... FUCKER...

wahaha... 2 months later will be my birthday... by den i will be 19 le... haha...

hmmm... i tink tis time will be as usual, no celebration of my birthday... haha... cuz both my family & frenz will be busy... sad... everytime lik tat... summore hor... my birthday will be on e 3rd day of e start of year 2 sem 1... haizz...

such a boring birthday it will be ba... sian...

WILL TIS YR DE BIRTHDAY BE DIFFERENT FROM E PAST????
haha... dunno leh... lets wait & see ba... haha...

I know that when you look at me
Theres so much that you just dont see
But if you would only take the time
I know in my heart youd find
A girl whos scared sometimes
Who isnt always strong
Cant you see the hurt in me?
I feel so all alone


I wanna run to you
I wanna run to you
Wont you hold me in your arms
And keep me safe from harm
I wanna run to you
But if I come to you
Tell me, will you stay or will you run away


Each day, each day I play the role
Of someone always in control
But at night I come home and turn the key
Theres nobody there, no one cares for me
Whats the sense of trying hard to find your dreams
Without someone to share it with
Tell me what does it mean?


I need you here
I need you here to wipe away my tears
To kiss away my fears
If you only knew how much...

wahaha... so long nv blog le... haha...

1/2/08
went send Amy... she gg back 2 china... so a grp of us decided 2 go send her... she took 6am de plane... so we ton there... i left my house @ ard 11pm... haha... took bus 2 meet my fren... den my fren ask mi 2 take bus 2 his place... haha... guess wat... i took e wrong bus... den i haf 2 take cab... SOBS... can u all imagine... i alight @ a bus stop... with NO PPL there... NO vehicles... summore ard 12+pm...

den went my fren place till 3am... haha... i took cab 2 white sand... Amy meet mi there & drive mi 2 e airport... haha... i reached home ard 7am e next morning... haha...

5/2/08
my fren say he wanna buy clothes so go wit him lor... GUESS WAT... he say meet @ somerset de... den he late... late nvm lor... he alight @ e Ochard mrt... WT... he ask mi if i wan go there or he come find mi... den i ask him 2 come find mi... DEN HOR... we walk frm somerset mrt 2 wisma... WTH... HAIZ.... nv tell mi earlier seh... if nt i take train over den dun nid walk so far...

@ ard 3pm+... we went marina square... i meeting jer there... haha... den we went eat @ KFC... walk walk abit... den my fren went off 2 meet his fren... i & jer went amk... we sit @ e coffee bean hAf some drink... den we went buy our jeans.. haha...

my fren was damn funny... lol... he came back find us again.. haha.. wAt hAppen aft tat i will nt mention... haha... its a secret between e 3 of us... haha...

6/2/08
went out wit jer again 2 buy our things... haha... aft tat go home eat dinner wit family... haha... my house as usual... gt many ppl... haha... but nth 2 do... sian...

7/2/08
went my aunt house bai nian... hehe... tats all i did... HEHE...

8/2/08
which is 2day... nth do... stay @ home... stone @ home... haha... all nt free... sian... i wanna go watch movie... haha... u all very surprise tat i wanna go watch movie rite.... HEHE... my 1st time wanna go watch movie seh... i hate gg 2 e cinema... haha... cuz its very dark... haha... i hate dark place... if im in a dark place... my whole body will be very cold... haha...

P.S: 我知道我有些时候的举动会让人误会。。。但我不是有意的。。。 如果你们有什么疑问，请问我吧。。。 我会说清楚的。。。 如果你们有什么事，请直接跟我说，不要拖拖拉拉的。。。 我不懂你们要的是什么。。。这样对我们都好啊。。。你们就会明白你们的疑问，我就会懂你们在想什么，我也不用一直去想了。。。我想到我的脑都大了。。。 哈哈。。。