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想听的话
Sunday, 23 March 2008

慢慢地撤出忧伤
你在转角处等他
能用声高放地唱
我可以整天对你不牵挂

这场爱不会开花
我情书却割舍不下
明知你爱的是他
却还是学不会摆脱这挣扎

想听的话你说给了他
我的快乐从此蒸发
如果同时爱的代价哪相信
想撒个什么谎

想听的话得不到回答
我却还在独自装傻
回答时我的脸颊好让你看不见
我眼角的变化


12:51 pm



你要的不是我

怎么能忘时间多长
你快乐吗想代替你回答
你知道吗走了好远
我才能去面对
这份牵挂沉默伤悲
你要的不是我
心碎的失去轮廓
曾经给你的感动
只是情绪的波动
能给的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩饰不了我的笨拙
就连说话都会颤抖
我被遗忘在
你遗忘的角落
我被遗忘在你遗忘的角落


12:46 pm



Monday, 17 March 2008

tt is how i feel 2 days ago... haha...
u all dun understand nvm...
as long as i understand can le...
haha...


1:08 pm



天空没有下雨
Sunday, 16 March 2008

怎麽我們的記憶有些慘白
連你的臉都覺得不存
在陌生在我們身邊反復徘徊
我明白你的心已不存在
抱在一起
幸福在這裡
閉上眼睛
只剩我自己

天空沒有下雨
我想還來得及
拼湊這些記憶
安慰你的傷心
我在試着努力
將完成的記憶送到你心底

天空沒有下雨
我想還來得及
我不想再失去
擁有你的權利
我一直在努力
卻在最後一刻轉身只剩下我自己

強忍着我的眼淚過一整夜
在這裡等了好一些時間
始終都這樣期待你的出現
就讓我感覺這最後一遍

抱在一起
幸福在這裡
閉上眼睛
只剩我自己

天空沒有下雨
我想還來得及
拼湊這些記憶
安慰你的傷心
我在試着努力
將完成的記憶送到你心底

天空沒有下雨
我想還來得及
我不想再失去
擁有你的權利
我一直在努力
卻在最後一刻轉身只剩下我自己

抱在一起
幸福在這裡
閉上眼睛
只剩我自己

天空沒有下雨
我想還來得及
拼湊這些記憶
安慰你的傷心
我在試着努力
將完成的記憶送到你心底 WOO~~

天空沒有下雨
我想還來得及
我不想再失去
擁有你的權利
我一直在努力
卻在最後一刻轉身只剩下我自己


12:41 am



Friday, 14 March 2008

TO MR C: even though semester 2 ended quite long le… but I still cant forget about it… till now… im still very puzzled… I dunno why, out of a sudden, you are sternly cold and unmoved toward mi… I really wish to noe e reason… it’s really very unfair 2 mi… even if I did sumting wrong or whatever… at least u tell mi wat did I do wrong… at least I noe wat happen… I will change arhh… OR… by den u decide whether u still wanna fren mi ma is oso nt too late ma… u make my life in sch so miserable… see u in sch almost every day… wanna talk to u but I noe u wil nt reply mi… or worst till… I haf 2 c ur black face… I try my best 2 talk 2 u… but e way u reply mi lik so boh song… when we doing ppt… I dunno how 2 do… ask u… u onli say u will do it… den later u let mi c… when u lask of time… u will onli ask others 2 help u find research… mi leh… sit there lik idiot… damn sad in my heart… tears wanna roll down le… but wat can I do… I onli can sit there act lik nth happen…

Everytime… I blame myself… I tink tt there is surely sumthing tt I did wrong… therefore, u will become lik tt… do u noe tt tis make mi cry almost every nite????

朋友一场,但到头来却变成了陌生人,陌生到令人害怕。。。


5:02 pm



GET LOST~~~
Sunday, 9 March 2008

I DUN WAN SEE U AGAIN~~~

PLS DUN COME NEAR MI~~~

I DUN WAN U 2 MESS UP MY EMOTION, MY FEELING~~~

I DUN WAN U 2 PLAY WIT MY FEELING~~~

IM NT UR TOY~~~

IF U WAN ENTERTAINMENT GO FIND OTHERS BA~~~

I DUN WAN 2 JUMP INTO UR TRAP~~~

I DUN WAN 2 BECOME A FOOL, A IDIOT~~~

I DUNNNNN WANNNNN~~~~~~~~


12:40 am



PAIN~~~~~
Friday, 7 March 2008

PAIN~~~~
PAIN-ING EVERYWAY~~~~
MY KNEE IS PAIN~~~~
MY HEAD IS PAIN~~~~
E MOST SERIOUS IS THAT~~~~
MY HEART IS PAIN~~~~


10:54 am



HU CAN BRING DEM BACK????
Sunday, 2 March 2008

HAIZZ... wat im i doing????? WTH is wrong wit mi seh... tt time, jer asked mi: " WAT U DOING? WAT U THINKING?"

i really dunno wat IM thinking... wat IM doing... IM totally lost... becoming a DIFFERENT mi... becoming MORE coward, silly, stubborn, useless... SOMETIME... wat i saying might nt be wat i really thinking in my heart...

my LIFE... WONDERFUL SEH... frm kindergarder... BAD THINGS since 2 stick on 2 mi... AS MORE & MORE INCIDENT OCCUR, E MORE IM HEARTBREAK...

HAIZZ... by rite... i shld become more mature... but... IM becoming lik idiot... anything tt happen 2 mi recently... i will try 2 avoid e prob... WTH... im nt solving e prob... COWARD...

I DUNNO HOW 2 CHERISH THINGS TT BELONG 2 MI... INCLUDING FRIENDSHIP... WHEN I LOST DEM, I STARTED 2 REGRET... I STARTED 2 CHERISH IT... BUT ITS TOO LATE... I NOE ITS IMPOSSIBLE 2 BRING DEM BACK 2 MY SIDE AGAIN...


11:53 pm